Today I went to work. I also finally told one of my BFF’s the whole story as well as a coworker and a couple other friends.
After work I went to my friends house.
My confidence in myself, my independence, self worth.. it’s all coming back. I’m feeling way better about things. Doing good.
I came home to my husband telling me he wants to make it work.. that he has had a change of heart, that he only wanted to hurt me because he was angry.
He told me that he could easily give up the new girlfriend, if I will give up my friendship with my friend… and if I said “no” than at least he could say that HE tried to save the marriage. .. wtf kind of insane guilt trip is that.
He said that he was wrong and that he can’t picture me with anyone else and that he couldn’t give up.
After the weekend he put me through? He says he needs to move forward.. that we can try to make it work. Is this REALLY my life?