Breakdown of body and sole.. otherwise known as getting older.


Don’t forget about the giveaway:

And in other news my female parts are falling out of my body and sucking all the smiles and laughter out of my being. Anyone else get that? Geeze Louise as I get older the smallest things just get me all out of sorts both in my body and in my head.

I could easily just crawl into bed and stay there for the rest of the week. I can’t grasp the reason why that isn’t an option for me. I went through waves of motivation and any life at all yesterday. Things that I normally enjoy weren’t even tempting for me.

J bought a new art program and screensaver for the computer. I chose to put a chair together. WTF is up with that?

J accused me of being crabby this morning. I wasn’t crabby, well yes I guess I was, it’s just that it wasn’t towards him. It was that my fricking ankle still hurts and that is stupid. I am sick and tired of Weight Watchers frozen lunches. I’m sick and tired of having to work for a living. I’m sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself 2 days in a row when there are Chinese people..who by law can only have one kid..are searching for that one kid in a pile of rubble.

Do you do this too? Is this just me? I am SO ready to be retired and sitting on the beach w/ a camera, book, cool drink.. It really can’t happen soon enough.

Edit: THIS made me smile..alot..
I read it over at Kim’s.

(w/ the link it was a porn site..opps)

10 responses »

  1. Amen sista. I too am tired of many of the same. If you find the answer be sure to blog. Hope today is better for you.

  2. *sigh* i totally feel ya…

    one word: hysterectomy

    i hear they are the greatest thing since sliced bread…

    in fact, i tried to get my mother to get us a 2 for 1 deal when she had hers…

  3. I feel your pain sweetie! I’m experiencing some of the same sort of problems right now and it’s got me quite nervous about the future….
    I wanna retire too!
    Hope your day improves and J loves you so he’ll forgive you a bad morning!

  4. You are not alone. I feel that way sometimes too, and there are no real catastrophic reasons for me to be down, frustrated, annoyed, blah. No, you aren’t searching in the rubble for your only child, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to be down.
    I hope your day/week gets better!!! Will a glass of wine work wonders?? (how about that alliteration, huh?)

  5. Yup, I’m right there with you about being retired and on the beach. Don’t forget the cabana boys and the all you can eat buffet.


  6. Yup, I feel sorry for myself and get sick of it, too. It is a conscious choice, though. WE CAN DO IT!


  7. Right there with you! I spend half the day trying to think of ways that I can retire and do what I want in life. I hate that and wish I could shake it, but it has haunted me for many months now. Burnout!

    Hang in there! Maybe I will sell calendars and make millions!

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